But I…

And they return at evening, snarling like dogs
and prowling around the city.

They scavenge for food;
they growl if they are not satisfied.

But I will sing of your strength
and will joyfully proclaim
your faithful love in the morning. (Psalm 59:14-16)

Again, I wonder at David’s ability to lead his heart, even with Saul’s “dogs” seeking to take his life.

I’m sure they growled with dissatisfaction at being unable to kill him. (1 Samuel 19:11-15)

David had every reason to growl himself. Treated unfairly. Forced to live on the run. Wondering when God would keep his promises to make him king.

Yet in contrast to the “dogs,” he said, “But I…”

“But I choose to sing of your strength, Lord.”

“But I will joyfully proclaim your faithful love in the morning.”

I don’t want to be a “growling dog” no matter my circumstances. No matter what evil I see in this world.

I want to continue leading my heart to worship and trust my Lord.