And so we hit the halfway point of this psalm.
I love the psalmist’s words to open this section.
My soul faints with longing for your salvation, but I have put my hope in your word. (Psalm 119:81)
Sometimes we go through hardship in our lives. The psalmist surely did. People were plotting against him, persecuting him, and trying to destroy him (Psalm 119:85-87, 95).
He calls himself a wineskin in the smoke.
Apparently in those days, when people were traveling in the desert, if a fire was needed inside a tent, they would hang a wineskin (containers of wine made from goat skin) in the tent, and it would absorb the smoke.
As a result, the skin would become hardened and shriveled.
In other words, he was absorbing (that is, suffering from) all the evil that people were plotting against him. And so he cried out,
When will you comfort me?…
How long must your servant wait?
When will you punish my persecutors? (Psalm 119:82-84).
Yet despite this, he put his hope in God’s words and God’s promises to him. He refused to let them go, even in the worst of situations. Why?
Your word, O LORD, is eternal;
it stands firm in the heavens.Your faithfulness continues through all generations;
you established the earth, and it endures. (Psalm 119:89-90)
In other words, he knew that God and his promises never change. That God will be faithful to his word, though people are not. And he had confidence that no matter what happened, God would come through.
How about you? Are you confident even in the darkest times that if you follow God’s word, that God will prove faithful?
When things start falling apart on us, it’s easy to just say, “Doing things God’s way isn’t working. I might as well start doing things my way.”
And because we fail to trust, our finances fail, our marriages fail, as well as every other aspect of our lives.
When things look dark, let us not put our trust in ourselves and our own wisdom. Rather, let us continue to put our hope in God.
God’s word has not changed in thousands of years. And it’s not about to change now. As Isaiah put it,
The grass withers and the flowers fall, but the word of our God endures forever. (Isaiah 40:8)
